CRY

I'm not the type to get my heart broken, im not the type to get upset and cry
cause i'll never leave my heart open never hurts me to say goodbye
relationships dont get deep to me never got that whole enough thing
and someone can say they love me truly but at the time it didn't mean a thing

my mind is gone im spinning round and deep inside my tears i'll drown
i'm losing grip what's happening i stray from love this is how i feel

this time was different felt like I was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife when you walked outta my life
now i'm in this condition and I've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart but no matter
what you'll never see me cry

did it happen when we first kissed cause it's hurting me to let it go
maybe cause we spend so much time and I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby maybe why im sad to see us apart
I didnt give it to you on purpose gotta figure out how you stole my heart

my mind is gone i'm spinning round and deep inside my tears i'll drown
i'm losing grip what's happening I stray from love this is how I feel

this time was different felt like I was just a victim

and it cut me like a knife when you walked outta my life
now i'm in this condition and I've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart but no matter
what you'll never see me cry

how did I get here with you i'll never know
and never meant to let it get so personal
and after all I tried to do to stay away from loving you
i'm broken hearted i can let you know
and i wont let it show, you wont see me cry

this time was different felt like I was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife when you walked outta my life
now i'm in this condition and I've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart but no matter
what you'll never see me cry

this time was different felt like i was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife when you walked outta my life
now i'm in this condition and i've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart but no matter
what you'll never see me cry, all my life

Sadness...

‎'Sad for all the time my embrace was empty of u..sad for reading your name every where i turn..sad for a cruel truth not even dream can survive..sad of nothing to hope for...sad for seing beautiful things worth for u to know...'

after such along time im not update my blog..really so busy with my work lately..after all to nite i had done with my yearly lesson plan for all form..1,2,3,4 and 5!alhamdullilah..at least im quite ok now..really i do tension and frust but..yeah life must be go on,no matter what happen,i will try my best to conclude with all those thing..maybe im not perfect but i will try..so far one thing had done..a lot more to go..tomorrow my schedule is quite tough.. Hope i everything will go on schedule...

School

After 3 days..i feel so bad n sad today..really i do..what happen to me??i hate this situation so much..really cnt committed with all those things..tght this year i wanna change and be a new person wth all the shine attitude..but yeah..i feel i like to do nothing at all...why its all me who be a victim? why??

last nite,i went to my brother in law house to pick up the parcel tht anthony sent to us..very shocked me to saw tht huge parcel..really dnt know what to say..he is really so kind and generous to us,and the best thing is he sent me a lot of pearl brooch again..oh my god..what such alovely friend he is...n guess what?im just gave one of the lovely brooch tht i bought when i was in kk to my grandmum at cmeron...and the miracle is..he sent me the new one exactly like what i gv to her..hmmm thanks my dear friend...just feel a lit down coz im not given u anything

Blessing

My first New Years Resolution this year is to make sure that i tell the most important people in my life that, I LOVE THEM,I will always there for them,I really appreciate all they do and I consider FORTUNATE to have them in my life..Happy New Year, May Allah Bless us...

hmmm

Nothing much to post lately...quite busy with my home work..since school will be open soon, i try to settle down with all my kitchen stuff,Alhamdullilah yesterday i had done everything...today i went to school to post the result,hopefully they will get it before 2 january..anyhow to all my friends..happy new year and selamat bersekolah semula...